19 Feb I never mattered

I never mattered

The love I was known on earth or the dreams I remember
In this life or the other, my demands and desires scattered 

From the pages of the book of love to the realities beneath
Lost memories of the worthy emotions that were shattered

Stagnant wishes from the pond of betrayal wet in cold blood
Desires took their last breath as my soul was slaughtered

Yellow-green red or blue, if love could wear any color at all
Heart still was color blind in the heap of emotions gathered

Flinging notions still inadequate in this cunning battle
Sad but true I knew it all along, I never really mattered

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” I never mattered ” is a poem I have written about the beauty of a gorgeous girl. Love at first sight perhaps the feelings for her are unique or she is adorable. I have given my emotions “sad but true” state of my heart in all the poetry websites. Emphasizing on what mattered in our relationship.

It is like many of my other romantic poems. I have tried to explain and express my deepest feelings about love, life, and romance. The more I go deeper the more I get emotional. And the more I then write about the fundamentals and basics of love, feelings, and emotions.

My poems are the essence of my poesy. Like you can read Magic Fall which is my latest poem. And further you can read my books to know more about what I write. Namely the book The Perfect Betrayal can be a good read.

The course of love is not easier, many fail in the process and many have different opinions about love and life but the more you indulge in, the more you dive deeper into the melody of love. Amazingly wonderful and sensational emotions add more value to life and bring passion and thrill to your mood. So I say when you leave so when you leave my colors fade to gray. I wanted to write short poems about beauty and wanted to praise her in the poems about how beautiful she is. She is gorgeously attractive. I have given my emotions “sad but true” state of my heart in all the poetry websites. Emphasizing on what mattered in our relationship.

A word, a feeling, an emotion or a relationship, a gesture, food of the soul or opinion, an orientation, a formula, a lifestyle or gig to impress others. A reality, a discussion, deeper truth, gift of nature an invitation to passion. It is not about reasons but the gravity of the emotions when you have love or you in love, you do love or whatever the possible term is but one thing I know for sure is that Love is the most powerful feeling on earth and there has not been any other emotion of feeling greater than this ever discovered or experienced by mankind till now. So I say when you leave so when you leave my colors fade to gray.I have given my emotions “sad but true” state of my heart in all the poetry websites. Emphasizing on what mattered in our relationship.

The answer is that in reality love is a powerful sentiment that ignites all your energies visible or invisible and brings out a raging fire that turns the wheels of passion and gives you the pleasure which is the most delightful and most expensive and rare on this planet. Yet for many, it turns out to be not more than a firecracker as the intentions of the lover could have been so feeble or the ultimate glory requested was not real love. I have given my emotions “sad but true” state of my heart in all the poetry websites. Emphasizing on what mattered in our relationship.

Copyright © 2019  Rana M  All rights reserved

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